I cant believe its Thursday!

I honestly didn't think it had been since Monday when I last wrote here. That is SO slack of me. Although in fairness to me Sunday's post was written on Monday.

On Monday Master and I again spoke (we couldn't speak Tuesday). He used me again after He permitted me to sit on His face and grip the back of the bed and orgasm. I do so love to sit on his face. I remember doing it in Vegas, the way He licks and nibbles and tugs..... groans. After I slid down He fucked me deeply, I did not orgasm again, somehow I got my timing wrong, but that was of course okay, His pleasure comes first.

We had a good chat and after He allowed me to clean His shaft, I suckled on Him again until He released into my mouth, using me hard, gripping my hair and gagging me. He did not use my slit again, nor fuck me again, but I was so fulfilled at having been of use and giving Him pleasure I curled up and slept like a baby.

Its been a tough couple of days food and exercise wise. I have been very strict with myself in the hope that I can lose 2 kilos by tomorrow (Friday) so that I can talk with Him on the weekend. Its a really hard task to accomplish but I have tried ever so hard. I have to text Him tomorrow and let Him know my results. If I have failed He will make "alternative plans" for the weekend (sigh). He was very cross with my lack of loss and continued lack of loss. I do understand the punishment and accept it of course as I have no alternative. He didn't actually say I had to loose the 2 kilos by Friday, I imposed that on myself as I know if I don't it will also ruin His weekend. He just said He will not talk with me (and only communication via text) until I loose 2 kilos. I need to think of Him, rather than myself. He was a little annoyed with me when I was upset about the punishment as He said that He too also has to miss out and I should be thinking about Him and His disappointment rather than my own. He is correct of course. I am trying to be more thoughtful of His needs and desires.

I do feel a little anxious about it, particularly as I am due to get my period next week. I know I use that excuse but I do bloat up big time around that time of the month.

Today S is back at work and D is back at school, our quarantine period has lapsed and we are all fine. Its my first day alone since the beginning of the school holidays and I have enjoyed the peace, although I have also done a lot of cleaning.

Anyway I need to go and fold some washing before I pick up D. I am getting my hair done tomorrow! Yay it looks a bit grey at the moment, Master has not noticed on the cam but I can tell.

If you happen to read this at work Master I love you lots and have been really trying with the weight.

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