Monday

I had to stay at home today. On Friday D vomited at 12am, gastro all day Saturday with a headache, Sunday still not flash but a bit better until bed and coughing.... On Sunday I also developed an itchy throat and cough so I didn't feel too good today either and had a bit of a restless night.

I took D to the doc today and we had a double appointment. He should be okay for school tomorrow (depending on his cough tonight) and he doc said he is at the end of the virus. The it was time for my appointment. he said:

"You do not look well at all S".

I said:

"No I guess I just have what D has had"

Anyway he checked out my chest and stuff and my lungs are clear which is fabulous! He told me to go home and rest for the next couple of days and asked me if I needed a certificate for work. I said:

"Ohh, I should be okay for tomorrow shouldn't I?"

He said

"Hmm well it would be better if you didn't go, I will give you a certificate inclusive of tomorrow and aim to go Wednesday".

I am a bit annoyed because I do not get paid if I don't work and I just had all that wasted bloody time off with the swine flu quarantine thing. I will take myself out of work for my child, obviously, I would never make him go to school if he were sick because I was worried about money, that is not an issue. I just get annoyed that I am not feeling good and I cannot relax because I feel guilty. I am still not sure if I will go or not tomorrow. Although I spent from 11am until 12.30 in bed dozing while D watched TV and then from 4pm until 5pm in bed again reading while he watched TV. I don't sleep soundly if he is up, I always have one ear listening, its more a state of relaxation I guess. I have a sore throat, slight headache and am coughing and very tired.

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I spoke with my adorable Master last night, it was a night of drama as D was coughing, then vomiting, then I suddenly got my period after quite a rough sexual encounter (I had not realised), then I had to sort out D and sort out myself and I called back Master and we spoke for a bit more and He sent me off to sleep and sort out D again, who just could not get to sleep.

CK really has put His foot down. There was absolutely no discussion about not wanting to hang up the phone. It was bed and straight to bed type stuff. He also asked me a couple of questions during the evening such as "what were there 5 books I just bought at the boot sale and if you don't know why not" and I DID KNOW and then another "What is my password for....(a particular thing he uses on the computer" which I DID KNOW. Only small questions I suppose, but none the less He expects me to know the answers and I feel good when I please Him and I do know them.

Anyway, we cannot talk tonight. He has his son coming home from Uni today and CK is flat out. His house will be cramped for a period of time with both son and daughter back there. Its probably best as I will post this and go to bed. We will speak tomorrow though.

We are both reading the same book at the moment which is fun. He was unsure whether He was going to like it, I hope He is enjoying it. I am up to page 42 and just getting into it, He had read 5 pages yesterday and was worried that it was going to be all about a woman and it was a "girly book". I guess further into it we shall see.

Love You Master

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